You're done with me.
I pick up this book and flip through the pages.
In my mind its all memories and fascinations
I cannot believe all of what happened
I remember I felt like I had died so lonely and worn inside
Driven myself into worse health, I sought the couch all day
Didn't move, couldn't speak, throat swelled up, I couldn't eat.
Tear rolling down, slowly on my cheek
Again it was known, I admit defeat.
I still carry on with you not around, I finally gave up
When you couldn't sound
Polite as I try, soft as I am, trying to control everything I that I say
Knowing that when you came back, just a brief few conversations were all we had.
I'm so sorry that I tried so hard, to keep us from breaking apart.
I should have learned it was all wrong for you from the start.
I ruined so much with you; it puts me to a crutch
Everyday I wake up reminding me what a mess I have become
I just wish you were still with me.
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